27
May
what took so long
Do you ever wonder why it took so long for us to wake up?
All the bad times we could have made up, thinking too much about the past will keep me crazed, maybe even dazed beyond coming back to this moment.
And so every day I do my best to savor each minute with my kids and my present situation…it’s so vivid, so full of color and so ripe with joy that I can taste it.
I wish I knew then what I know now, I would have held you longer, came home more often. I can’t change that, so I’ll stay here in the place where you spent all those years..loving us beyond measure, worrying about things that you couldn’t change, caring for others more like an angel than a human.
If I could wrap it all up in a lesson and teach it to others so that they may not suffer, I would write it, bind it, juice it and feed it to them on a platter so palatable that they would never know anything less than the honor and faith that you have instilled in everyone you touched.
And so every day I do my best to translate it with love through the moments of frustration that a mother of small children must face with patience and bravery and fierce unconditional focus.
We breathe this fresh country air, bathe in the clear rivers of gaia, and hug butterflies so fully and softly that they carry this all encompassing realization of being through each wave of existence that they must travel.
and here I sit fully aware that it is all in perfect time..it’s just the right moment, here and now. It was never too long..it has been just right..me, being here right now.



![dreamspeaker:
“Like the lotus, you experience three primary stages of evolution. The first is marked by ignorance and darkness, when you lie below the dense mud - a closed chysalis - which, by nature of existence, will eventually be pulled upwards by the warmth of the Sun. The second is exemplified by the climb through the clouded waters of your emotional experience, yet still the flower reaches to the Sun, knowing no other destiny … no other purpose. The third brings full illumination in the splendour of the light. The Lotus flower blossoms, baring its exquisite beauty to all those who are aware, enough to recognise God unfolding.”—Patricia CoriThe Cosmos Of Soul: A Wake-Up Call For Humanity
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